Went shopping at our local Walmart. I feel guilty shopping at Walmart but what can i do the prices are too good I can't just ignore them a struggling immigrant in Montreal I can't help knowing that it could easily be me working in those 'sweat shops' to produce the products I go buy at Walmart.I take into account the kind of income i earn here in realtion to the standard of living here and i think they might even be better than me.
But think, about if you are a new immigrant in Montreal you know that we have at one time or the other had to work in similar conditions- yes sweatshop conditions in Montreal - it is possible! Sans parler français we all know how hard it is to find "a good job".Yes and even after you have pulled all your efforts and manage to speak the language you are never good enough because then you will a strange accent which you cannot unlearn overnight. I remember an incident when I worked as a customer service agent for a local cable company iam talking in my three year french with one lady- everything is okay but in the middle of it all she asks me if speak french , I'm tempted to ask her the same because it is a good five minutes into the conversation and don't get me wrong I'm handling her problem quite good and she figures I don't speak French - think about.
Aargh! life is hard. I have a hobby I like to play with recruiting agencies. I send my cv for any position that I would remotely qualify for just to see if they will call me, in that way I get to pratice my French and interviews. I have no problem usually getting the screening interviews because I have a English first name and a surname that looks and feels western , the problem is my accent and when they can't figure it out I'm lucky I get to move to the next stage and that is where the problem is then I show up with all my colour! Imagine the surprise! But sometimes I also get hired, yes.
But i like my game, teaches me alot. I have learned the hard way about looking for a job in Montreal.
my 2 cents
Friday, September 29, 2006
Sleep
I am starting this blog because I am unable to sleep -something I have been thinking about for sometime. I hope I will be able to keep posting and it wont end up like most of the things I start and stop reason I have decided to do this is my teachers made me believe that I could have a future in writing that I wrote well, and I believed them.I have not been living up to their and my expectations and I thought me it is time I proved to myself if I really had a creative streak in me. Let me see if I can apply the skills I acquired quitting a stable job in teaching five years ago to enroll for a course in mass communication/journalism.
If it won't make interesting reading atleast it will put me to sleep.
I hope when I finally sleep it is 4.30 am already i will dream - of good things.
